#granted mecha fans gatekeep but it’s easier to tune out sometimes then joining LITERALLY any game fandom | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

no1ryomafan · 6 days ago

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looking back at my old fics that I didn’t orphan-even if some of my orphan fics were good quality, most of them are fucking embarrassing + have bad memories associated with the time I was with my ex-from like 2022 and while I haven’t looked at the getter ones, the ones I did scroll through are of decent quality minus some grammar but also I got a feeling of sadness looking at some of my gunvolt ones: because my ideas really cooked, if I wrote a fic for it today it be even BETTER executed since I’ve improved in 3 years, but the problem is this has to be one of those fucking interests I don’t like admitting I like because everything in the fandom circles or online reception of it has gone to fucking shit SIGGGGGGGH

#meg text #not tagging fandom #but I’m starting to think this series next to how I think people perceive other things I like factor into me being closed off #i understand peoples frustrations with the writing and not gonna defend it but also- why the FUCK are some of you still fans?#I seriously do not understand the people who gatekeep this series but only like- maybe the first 2 or 3 games #I do not understand in general why people liking mid games effect you when you can just BLOCK them #genuinely while anime circles have their problems I only tolerate it more cause the gatekeeping in game circles is so bad #granted mecha fans gatekeep but it’s easier to tune out sometimes then joining LITERALLY any game fandom #like this is a fucking niche series ffs and yet the level of toxicity is so fucking bad when you mention newer games #(it’s also a shame because I was good at speed running one of the games but idk if I’ll do it ever)#(even tho my bf got me the game on pc to try and I only haven’t cause no controller but sighhhh)#I know people on ao3 are nicer but I still do not wanna risk writing a fic cause I know the tag is also just rewrite hell #if I was the one fic that wasn’t rewrite no one would comment but I still don’t want a “this is better then canon” thing #I know people say it’s a compliment but I personally find it more insulting if i actually still like the canon…#I might delete this later idk #I do miss my stupid white twink and his orb often tho

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